Positive Attitude
You know I been told many times a positive Attitude will help you go far in this world. A positive attitude will make thing seem better, and will help to keep from getting depress or discouraged. Well I have really been trying to keep my positive attitude. I have been trying to say what I think people want to her, and not let people know that deep down I feel discouraged and instead of saying. “Well maybe G-d has something better for me” “Well there is a better job out there for me” “Maybe all these job changes are so I can learn new things and take it on to a new job”
I am so sick of having to say these statement because I know I can’t say. “Why can’t I be picked for Once”, “Why can’t you choose me, what wrong with me” Why can’t I do it.. I go to work everyday give my all, do my best. Grant it I have had a lot of computer issues lately, but those are not my fault. I can only work with what I am given and if they give me a Computer with not enough RAM or Hard drive space it not may fault it crashes more then stays up. I can run defrag but that doesn’t really do good because it needs 13% free space not 3%… I have given my all.. I know they chose someone who was in their opinion a better fit. I know it really nothing I did wrong because they know I have tried my best. I have learned a lot at this assignment but you know I hope soon I get to hear. “Your the one we want”
