Just Pass Me By

It seems there another baby boom or something. I will just put it this way out of all my woman friends who are married they are all pregnant or recently had their babies. What gets me it seems that more babies get born during times of not having enough.
Don’t get me wrong it’s a blessing to have children, and I do want them after hubby and I get more stable. I know are waiting for the prefect moment to have children it will never come, but right now I can’t see bring a child into the family when things aren’t going well. So we just have to balance is it the right time with we right now really can’t handle it. I want to be a good parent to my child and right now I don’t think neither one of us could be a good parent.
Often I get asked when we are going to have a baby and normally my answer is maybe in a couple of years. In a couple of years I should be done with college and hopefully we will be more stable. I have gotten many baby gifts for friends and have some lift over from a job I had a few months ago. I saw I might need some gifts soon because all my friends except for one was or trying to get pregnant.