Just Pass Me By

I am a little annoyed to be polite, and really don’t know what to do. I have talked about my temp job a few times and the temp company but not naming it. In away I hope they figure out this is my blog so they can fire me if they like, and feel like giving them a reason to fire me. I am very temped to just tell them to take their temp assignments and shove it.
The other day I was called about a different job and seemed like it was promised to me. I was happy because I felt I was a good fit, and they told me I was too. The next day another person calls me telling me they decided to place someone else in the position and not me. I was like oh, okay. I couldn’t help but feel frustrated because the night before I was thanked for how good of a job I been doing at a company that I am not fond of. I have continue the assignment even through I am not comfortable there and I have said nothing.
I am starting to think I might need to say some about why I am not comfortable but I am not sure I should. I don’t want them thinking I am making up something when I am not. They already know I don’t like it but yet they haven’t asked me why.
I am so tired of being yelled at there and having things said to me I would rather not hear. Like, gee it smells like a marker and then hearing that oh I farted. I said gee thanks for sharing and lift it at that. Then he said something like you should see my underwear. Comments are made like this often there, and I try to ignore it because honestly I need the income more then comfort. I am just at my I have had it with everything and being treated like a second rate citizen by my temp company. I am hoping my interview I have soon goes well because if it don’t I think I might do something premature and put my self with out a job.
How can they praise you one minute and then tell you in not so many words your personality is defective. Well if they could tell me what’s wrong with my personality maybe I could fix it, but they never give anything solid, so how can I change what is offensive to them. Maybe there nothing wrong with my personality.