Just Pass Me By

Today I went back to work, I am glad I was able to return but needed to go 15 minutes early. My knee, hip and upper arm started hurting. I guess my upper left arm muscle got bruised pretty badly. I took some Advil after I was there for a couple of hours, I started hurting. By the middle of my day the young lady I worked with asked me if I wanted the chair to rest my let on, I was glad to take it. I have a weight restriction so no lifting. I figured things that weighed a couple pounds I would be safe with. Now the Boxes or completed envelops I had someone help me with I knew those wouldn’t be wise. I am hoping I will be good for Monday so I can be independent.
Today everyone who knew I fall came up to me to make sure I was okay. That was very nice of them, I was fairly quiet all day because I was kind of not feeling social. I was thinking about my husband mom, I love her like my own mom. She had spots on her lungs and pancreas, I already knew what the diagnoses would be but I was hoping it wouldn’t be.
Today at work went well I will return tomorrow and try to stay there most of my shift if not the whole thing. When I picked my husband his car is broken, I wonder if Phentermine will help his car, it needs some spunking up. I had to meet my husband at the Mall near use and pick him up from the buss stop, no big deal.
My husband got into the van, and started telling me about his conversation with mom. I get frustrated with people who are trying to share bad news but they don’t get to the point it like lets drag this out. I know my husband wasn’t doing that. He told me that both places it was cancer, the cancer is the type which roams. I believe we have good support system between church and our few friends, right now we will probably need our support system.
Right now we are both in the trying to process it. Trying to figure out what this means, we know what it means, but I can’t think of a other way to explain it.