Just Pass Me By

Otis, is jumpy today. My husband and I where talking, having a tense conversation. Otis went to walk by him, hubby moved his foot just repositioning and the cat jump and did the hunch back with hair sticking up. Otis has always been leery of men, so maybe the tension in the room made him nervous. I am wondering if his abusers where male or something, he sure don’t seem to trust them. I know my husband would never do anything to harm the cat, and my husband knows if he were he’d sign a death wish.
Otis is getting old, but boy is he sassy. Today we came home and I went straight to the office. He followed me in there. After a few minutes of the meowing and pawing at me. So I tried petting him, then he runs under my keyboard, so I decided to start working on homework. Wow I saying homework in every post lately. Otis came back to me after a couple of minutes and did, his annoying meow, the one that’s pay attention to me but I am going to make you have to work to give me attention. Isn’t it amazing cats want attention and they think you gotta earn petting them. Well I got him after a few minutes of his meowing and pawing my legs I figured I was going no where fast with studying. So I pulled him up in my lap and hugged him, and nuzzled with him for a few minutes. Then he laid in my lap for about 3 pages of reading and decided he had to dig his back paw in my knee while jumping down.
I have got to find my fake pearls I used to put on his tail loosely and let him chase it around in circles it funny to watch him. Like he trying to figure out what’s attached to his butt, and then he runs in a circle.. I know mean, I don’t do it to often.
Speaking of pearls, I would love to get a bracelet of freshwater pearls for special occassions.

Tonight I got caught up with homework and reading it. I did my two chapters of reading, I only got one lift for this week. I figured it be nice to get ahead on reading so I can just focus on Discussion questions and homework and quiz. So know I only have one chapter to read. I got done at around 9pm, asked hubby have you ate, he said no I was waiting for you or something.
Okay, all you did was take a nap then come in here and watch tv. So I asked him why he didn’t make dinner, he told me I always kick him out or tell him I will do it in a minute. Well Shoot, just surprise me. Don’t come asking me if you can cook me dinner, expecially when I am busy with homework, because I might feel the need to get up and do it. Would have been nice to have something made for me, so I didn’t have to eat late at night which isn’t good for losing weight. I mean cooking dinner is like trying to get me a digital signage. It would have been sweet and probably made me feel a little better with everything. I know, I am the wife and most men feel the woman gotta do everything, but you know if I working and going to school then it on both of us.
When he asks to cook dinner, I don’t know but i just feel the need to chase him out of my kitchen. I love cooking but sometimes when it done for me as a surprise with out asking me to I might enjoy it.

2 weeks down and 3 to go, I have to say I am proud of myself. I just got back my feedback from my professor, and I am passing the class so far with a high B. I think I have a good chance of keeping the B as long as I don’t seriously mess up the next couple of weeks. Do I understand accounting a lot better then I did last week.
I was reading one of the chapters tonight. I was surprised to find a mathematical error but asking the class just in case I doing something wrong. It was figuring out how much interest rate over 3 months a company would have to pay with a annual interest right. Okay, don’t ask me to explain I can’t I took notes but I probably lose everyone reading. Accounting is one of those classes, you’ll be happy when it over! I am glad I am learning the stuff, and I know I will be working extra hard this week the the rest of the weeks, to get good grades on my quizzes. My plan with those is to use them as a study guide for the final exam. I think that’s right where my problem will come having to be in the class room, and being totally quite. I do not concentrate always well with no noise at all. Even when reading I have to play the radio or have the tv on. Grant it when I am reading for entertainment I don’t need anything on. why is it, I can read for enjoyment and remember what I have read but put a text book in front of me for school and my brain becomes jello, and remembers nothing at all. I take a lot of notes, I hope my notebook will be enough for this class. Why do I take notes in hopes it will help me remember everything. Plus might come in useful later. You know I have to be honest, I don’t think I hate accounting, I am actually starting to enjoy the class since I am starting to learn.
I will be glad when I complete this class, it’s hard but at the same time I get to move to the next class and be one step closer to graduating, never now maybe I will get a job at a place like bpm. Not sure what will happen with me after I get my degree but I know employers will be more interested in me.
I am glad that taking over a year off of school hasn’t slowed me down. I still do homework consistently, not sure what happened with Hebrew homework, because I just stopped doing it, maybe it because I had to start that over 3 times. I don’t think trying to relearn the same parts is wise for me.