Just Pass Me By

While getting ready to head off to the campus, I was going to leave early enough to stop at the bank, and get something to eat like I do every night I have class. I got a phone call from one of the companies I have worked for in the past, and have a interview next week on Monday.
I am relieved but at the same time I am wondering if this job will allow me to not work full-time, so I can take care of the house, school, and family. I hope I get working right away, because I can’t not be working.
Lately I feel like my husband thanks I am superwoman or something because everytime I turn around he leaves he’s dishes where they are at unless I tell him to pick them up. He expects me to deal with his dad stuff, and then for me to talk to him but he never allows me to talk to him so then he goes to someone else who talked to me in the first place. If he wanted to talk to them not me then he should have just simply talked to the person and not told them to call me.
He thinks I cranky and giving him the silent treatment last night. No I was frustrated and it came though my voice not directed at him. I told him I was thinking about trying to do retial or something and he pretty much shot down that idea so I asked him well what am I supposed to do no where is calling me so I need to do something and I can;t be picky.
Today I texted him to let him know I got an interview with the company I applied at a couple of days ago and all he could worry about was if it would help with my counseling master. Well right now no job isn’t going to help me at all, and the type of work it would be I think it could help with the major to some point. First I have to get through my Bachelors in Business then I can move on to my Master program I am pretty sure I can get into a program….
What’s been going on with dad he in the angry part of his grief I understand it and get times are hard. I am the first one people call lately when dad is doing bad things, I don’t mind but I don’t feel I have a husband to speak to and share with because he don’t seem to want to talk. He hasn’t figure out when I say we need to talk about dad or this that I am wanting him to acknowledge, and let me know it okay to talk at that time about what’s happening with his father. I been trying to be careful with him because I know he also lost his mom but I can’t take on everything here it will become to much for me to handle.
Dad is throwing around other people stuff, which means I get called. I explain the best I can what dads doing to his friends. He’s went back to drinking and driving at night when he aught to not be driving at night. On Sunday we will be going down to see dad and it will probably be me to bring up what dad is doing… The bank also wants to talk to my husband and I about dad’s loans I hope they don’t try to make my husband and I pay for it because we can’t pay it off even if we wanted to.