Just Pass Me By

I wish bill collectors would take a flying leap on holiday weekends. Take Friday off go shopping do someting other then bug people! Dad and I were eating our breakfast, and chatting, I made us eggs, turkey sausage, and him toast with coffee. We have helped dad a lot, and I have been laid off for quiet a while, so I haven’t been able to keep up with my bills and I have got one person I owe just a little over 400 to, now I want to pay him but shoot I simply can’t. I told them once I got a job I will start sending in money. I will start sending in money as soon as I get a job. Hopefully sooner then later, so I can contact a debt consult and get my medical and hubby medical and this one bill as one payment this way we deal with our debts.
But for me to do this I need to have a job! I been looking and just not been sucessful at finding one. Dad was here when I got the call I hung up, I figured not arguing with the person, would be better for dad. I told him not to worry it’s just a bill collector on a car I had fixed and until I have a job, I can’t do anything. Dad told me to take 150$ from his money when he got it and give them some shut up money. I told him No, because it not right taking from him. It’s not right taking from him, on a fix income. I don’t feel right about it so I told him No, it’s not okay, and we won’t do that. Dad got upset with me, and said So I can’t help you eventhough you are helping me? He didn’t feel it was right, so now how do I make everyone happy, and still do the right thing. I know sending some shut-up money would help but I don’t want to take from dad, because he needs his money. I told him find I would but I am paying it back. He said no and I told him okay, I will pay it back if I see you need it or when you need it. I really need to find a good stable job.
Monday I was called to work for another company for one day, that will give me enough money to keep my cellphone on for the month so that what I will do. When I get ready to send the guy money I will call him and tell him I rounded up 150 for him that what I have and i will work on getting the rest to him some how. That’s the best I can do. The hard thing about parents, is they always want to help their children even if it their in law. I don’t know why dad is so attached to me. But I have won my husband family hearts. I want him to be proud of me not helping me out. To be honest I am worried about dad sleeping so much since he been here. I hope he getting enough sleep and being taking a care of well where he is at. Now maybe he woke up with a head ache as a side effect of not smoking. I am proud of him no smokign since he got here. Wow that has to be heard Wendesday evening until now and it’s friday. That’s very good.