Just Pass Me By

I have been very busy the last couple of class. Homework is taking me so long, and it’s statistics now. Yuck, that’s my first thought. I like math but I don’t care for this type of math. I have forgotten a lot of my math skills it’s been at least 3 yrs since I have had college math. The first night of class the professor kindly told us all homework would take about 30 hours a week. Ouch. Yep, some how I managed to get everything done I needed tonight, so I am not going to worry about doing more. I even worked on alex but hey I spend close to 4 hours. But then again that what been doing so I am close to 30 hours a week. Some days I work longer then the 4 hours. I wonder if home theatre seating would make homework more fun.
I think my husband isn’t getting it, niether is his dad. I made dinner, and clean the house. This is hard enough as it is with being in school where I don’t spend close to 30 hours, normally homework is about 20 hours a week. I decided I would cut back at work too after realizing dad is playing the helpless man role.
We can not leave dad at home for a full work day, he has pretty much refused to feed himself this is difficult on me because I love my job and I am the one who has to cut back at work. Before I found out about class I had to come to the difficult decision to cut hours. I hope I can work at least 20 hours aweek, but with one of the meds dad was given today I am worried about that. The med they gave him is the same thing they give people with atleztimers. It is to help maintain his memory. He has had memory troubles, which is hard for the family to deal with. I do not think my husband family realizes all the things I have done for dad or them.
Hopefully my husband will learn during the next 10 weeks that I will need help doing the house work, and putting away lift overs and other things. I have been telling him a lot I need help around the house, since before his dad moved in and I still don’t get any. He thinks taking out the garbage is a big accomplishment. Funny thing is both our homes were always cleaner then they are since we been married. Which is strange.