Just Pass Me By

I like to know where he went, oh there he is, for our anniversary a personalized gifts, I think it would be great if I could do that. I been wanting to do it for a couple years now and never have been able to get him something. I know what I want to get him but every time that time comes I can’t. I can’t say what I am thinking I want to get because he reads my page.
We went out for dinner, and then we came back home from the store. We had to pick up water and other junk, sometimes spending time with him is hard. On Saturday we sit together during worship and other part but it not like having time to talk to him about things. Lately a lot of our talks have been about dad, and not other things, seldomly do we have time to spend with each other.

I got a good night sleep last night, dad was able to sleep all night which is great. I should look into getting some msm supplement maybe it would help my immune system deal with all the stress it under. Last night I had some strange dreams, and some dreams mixed in with other stuff going on in life.
I woke up this morning a couple of times but for the most my dreams where pleasant and funny. I had a couple not so pleasant dreams but that happens sometimes. I am glad dad sleep all night it allowed my body a little time to heal. I woke up this morning able to speak a little stronger then yesterday but boy I am tired.
I decided last minute this morning to go to service and I partly went because I was going to go stair crazy.
Dad was pretty good today no confusion and yesterday he didn’t recall anything about being up early in the morning or keeping us up. I think the way I will define Alzheimer is being stuck in a past reality and unable to be apart of the present reality.

My husband has been doing great on his weight loss goal, and has been losing enough weight that some of his clothes are starting to fit him better, and other are simply starting to fall off of him. I am proud of him, this is the first time since I have known him that he’s been successful at losing weight. To day after service during our fellowship lunch is what I will call it so everyone who reads this can understand it. I noticed him wearing a shirt that I’d never seen before.
I have to say our friend did a great job at finding him some nice tops because it looked good on him. At dinner tonight I was looking at the logo or design. I called it a devil because for some reason it looked to me like one. We had a little laugh at it and we knew that our friend wouldn’t do that. But it is amazing how sometimes you can look at a logo and see something very different.