Just Pass Me By

I don’t even bother asking him who I am when my husband talking to him and he’s confused as to who I am. He sometimes thinks I am one of his wives either x or mom. I love dad and it painful to watch my husband dad go through this. I call his dad, dad, his parents accepted me from day one. It didn’t matter anything about my past or where I had came from they showed me love, and respect as their daughter inlaw. The first night I met them they told me my husband misses up they would adopt me then he couldn’t have me at all. It made me feel wanted and the L-rd knows I needed that kind of acceptance. Now with dad Alzhiemers I don’t think he is who I used to know. He not as friendly any more, and he seems more angry. He gets confused as to where he is at and who he is with, or where he is living. The other night he told me he had to go home, so I had to tell him he was at home and go back to bed.
This is a horrible desease dad has and it not like you can put a teflon hose in the brain and cure it. There is no real known reason for Alzhiemers, we do know the brain shrinks with age, but it similar according to the doctor last night. What I would like to understand is why do some people get it and why do some people just lose some of there faculties. I really think I need my guitar soon I need a outlet to relieve stress. I am glad I had a friend to go out with this week and get out of the house.