Just Pass Me By

My husband brought something up to me over the weekend. We have gotten some new things, and need to talk to our agent about some of the new things. We possibly want to look at
tv insurance and insurance on his new laptop, and a few other things we have purchased. I am happy with our insurance company. My car hasn’t been raised other then when I bought a new car. Craig had a accident and that didn’t raise his insurance price neither, so we will stay with our insurance company. We are happy but it is time to reevaluate the renter insurance.

Today one of the brats was yelling at the dog again. She was calling the dog bad dog, so I turned around and told her, “That dog isn’t doing anything wrong, so leave her be.” The dog was simply going potty and well she would be a bad dog if she did it indoor. I do not understand why parents can’t teach other kids to leave people alone and mind their own business.
Then again what do I expect they are always yelling in the hallway and if it keeps up I might need to report it to management because enough is enough. I mind my own business and try to be nice to people who I leave around and I clean up the dogs miss no complaints at all. I also clean up after other people animals, so being yelled frustrates me. I was never allowed to yell at anyone that was an adult as a child. My mom would not have put up with that behavior for two minutes.
The only time I was allowed to yell was in I was wearing kids costumesfor Halloween or when I was in danger and there was a need for me to get help.

Let me start by saying sorry if this offends anyone who Muslin, but I am getting frustrated with some things that are happening when I walk my dog. I live in a building where dogs are not allowed without special circumstances. We have a mental health dog for dad, we had to fight to get her here. Now what I would like to know from the Muslims is what is best having a dog that your father in law, whose 88 in a few days to help him be mentally stable. This is the last dog him and mom got together, so taking the dog away is like taking something his wife gave him and one of the only things he was able to keep. So should I seriously take away his dog! Because someone religion tells them it bad to have a dog. Sorry G-d created Dogs too, and I bet G-d loves his creation even if they are unclean! I get it I know dogs are not considered a clean animal at least not to eat. I am not eating her, and she is not going to last in the wild so it would be wrong to abandon her. I am sorry if you moved to this country you have to expect some of our beliefs are going to be different and you cannot make someone else follow your rules.
What gives you the right to scream at me or my dog who have not done anything to you. I keep her on a short leash when I know someone out who Muslim because I do not want the dog jumping on the person. When asked by a child who I know is Muslim I tell the child you need to have your parents tell me it is okay. I am considerate of your beliefs, to a point where I can meet my dad needs yet you’re not considerate to my dog or me.
So I ask what is best take away my hubby father’s dog because someone religious belief. I might as well hand dad a box cutter and tell him here play with this, I mean taking his dog would be the same results. I wouldn’t give him a box cutter to play with, so why would I take away his dog. It his last thing he has from his wife of 55 years. How would it feel if you lost something your wife or husband gave you that was the last thing they gave you and someone from a other culture came to you and told you, you can’t have it or always screamed when you had out your dog. How would it feel if you was in my shoes. It takes forever for me to calm the dog, once she scared because someone screamed at her. When that happens and hubby has her the dog doesn’t calm she just wants to come back in to me and dad.
Yes I have grown attached to the dog, it hard not to grow attached to something when you feed it, groom it and take care of it’s needs.
Now I do want to say thank you to a few Muslim who have actually took the time to ask me. Why I am breaking the rules, and understanding when I explain to them it for my father in law. I am not mad when I get asked question and explain why. This doesn’t bother me it’s the scream and rudeness that bugs me.
When dad did not have his dog at first when living here, he often talked of killing himself. Since the dog been here he hasn’t spoke about killing himself and giving up, unless he trying to piss us kids off. We got to the point of hiding things where he could hurt himself, so I don’t know maybe I am frustrated with people being rude and not taking the time to find out why.

Last night my knee hurt bad enough where I didn’t want to cook dinner, so I asked hubby to cook it for me. I think it’s only fair he can cook a few meals. I hate that he leaves the stove while browning the meat but oh well as long as he don’t burn down the apartment and make himself look like a plastic knobs. He did pretty good at making dinner but you cannot mess up a box dinner, or at least you have to try to do it.
Normally when I make them I add seasoning to the meat, he didn’t yet his tasted very salty last night, I wonder why. Maybe he wasn’t honest that he added a ton of salt or what have you, he tends to over season or salt things. But sometimes those box dinners are very salty, and maybe that was what it was. At least he cooked dinner, to bad he didn’t walk the dog this morning.

I am not sure what I think about my new dishwasher. I have filed it up a couple of times, it black so it goes well with the living room but not so well with the all white kitchen other then the stove. Maybe I should have asked for new sinks in there so washing pots and pans would be easier. The new dishwasher doesn’t seem to be designed the same way. It holds more plate and does not work well for my soup bowls. There are a few things different in the dishwasher I just have to get use too it. It works a lot better than the old one did, and it looks nice so I am happy with it.

Otis is trying to talk to me. He has five different meows the meow he gives the dog, which means I am going to sit on you. The meow he gives the dog, which means hahahahaha watch out. The meow I need water or food, which is annoying. The meow watch out mom or her hubby and going to claw you pant leg or attack you. The meow of I want love and attention, this one is like his broken meow that more low pitch then anything. Otis has been playing games on the dog, almost feel sorry for the dog when Otis is in the chair and Shadow is just walking by the cat. Smack on the bottom, so the dog turns around and gets another smack on the bottom.
It funny watching them interact together when they are playing and chasing each other. They both like to create mischief, thank goodness, they can’t conspire against us, or we’d need
security cameras to see who started what.
Otis has put on weight again and been able to get all his of food. If he eating he will not let shadow near him. If he is drinking, the dog won’t come near him. I love watching my pets its fun.
This morning Otis was doing his meow that’s says give me love.

Lets see work is going great and I still love my job, grant it I wish at times I did not have so much time off. Oh well, time off is a good thing when you can swing renting a cabin and getting out of the city for a week. So I am looking forward to it. I know the cabin will not have any walk in bathtubs but neither do we other then hubby’s and its a tiny shower, here at home. It will be nice to see how the dog handles here self this summer on our vacation I know hubby doesn’t trust her, I do but I don’t at the same time. I also know if we never give her a chance to be well behaved she will never learn what is expected of her.
This quarter my absences have improved a lot and I think it has a lot to do with working in the morning. Last quarter I got very ill at the end. I could have had 2 strong quarter but that didn’t happen. It seems dad doesn’t keep me home to much if I am not at home at noon for him to complain to. He will sometimes try but I ask him if something wrong or tell him to talk to Craig. Not that I want hubby to miss work, but shoot at least if he gets stopped its only for a couple hours and he don’t miss the entire day. For some reason dad never tries the same things he does with me.
We are going to one of the places hubby took mom and dad, I doubt after this time we will ever get to take dad back. Hubby and I might get to go back sometime but maybe not never know what going to happen.
All I know is I need a vacation one away from the city, it might do dad good but his Alzhiemers is progress and it seems faster now.

I would like to know if my cat is trying to kill me. To bad my cat doesn’t understand the I can’t see you, so I am stepping on you and going to bang my head in the wall. I managed to twist my ankle and almost hit the corner of the wall with my had thank goodness I didn’t do that, I wonder what phentermine is used for.
The cat was mad at me, but came for his loving when I got him, from out from under the couch. He moewed at me and ran away. Well what he expect he under my feet and expects me not to step on him. I know he doing it because he loves me, but some days I think he trying to kill me.

I was taking the dog on a walk, which I do every day around the same time. There where a bunch of police cars out, probably looking to pull speeders over. But normally they are not there, I have never seen the dog get so scared of cars which are parked. It was alarming and concerning. I know when mom passed away they brought a bunch of cop cars and ambulance i wonder if the dog see them and gets scared that she going to lose someone else.
The dog has had a pretty calm life here, but for months she couldn’t be away from me. If I left the house the dog would cry for hours until i got home. We finally got through that, and she better as far as that but how scared she was really pissed me off at the law enforcement people down where dad lived. They have caused dad and the dog both stress, and the dog has been damage like dad. It likes they have tight mmf drawer in there mind to recall what happened. The dog was scared for a while after we got home.

i am getting so sick of trying to sleep and being woke up no matter when I go to sleep it its not dad, then its the neighbor kids, or the caretaker or someone in the hallway. I think for the last 3 days I might have gotten 3 hours of sleep a night, and oh a 45 minute nap today not enough sleep and I am feeling the effects of it.
Its amazing how everyone thinks i aught not to be grumpy when I am not getting enough sleep. Gee ya think a person going to be happy when they are tired. I doubt it. I am getting tired of my hubby and his dad.
Oh we get to be cranky but heaven forbid the wife gets cranky when she hasn’t had enough sleep. I can act this or that way but heave forbid the wife act the same way as I do. What I will never understand is why is there always a different rule for the men but woman have to take everything and be happy about it. Just like when we was looking for life insurance online quote, or other things it always what he believes or feel but heaven forbid I have a different idea of how things work.